[At first, Ivy intends to ignore Callar's message. She'd like to ignore Cellar's message. She has every reason too, she's sure.
But sitting on it silently leaves her feeling... antsy.
It's the memory of fighting along side her. The fake memory, but it still feels real. As much as she'd like to forget it or dismiss it, she remembers Cellar working with her, trying to save a patch of forest from being consumed.
It's not a memory of friendship, but it's enough that she feels like she owes Cellar... something.]
It's fine. Like... I'm not going to forgive you for it, but whatever. We're fine.
[ Hearing her now is a mix of relief and, since eloquence fails her, shit shit shit. ]
Okay.
[ She's not disappointed when she never dreamed of being forgiven. Still deciding if this is better than what she'd predicted, which was a towering wall of nothing. ]
I have no clue. I don't know what I'm supposed to do either way, I'm just. Waiting to figure out what the fuck this is all about anymore.
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But sitting on it silently leaves her feeling... antsy.
It's the memory of fighting along side her. The fake memory, but it still feels real. As much as she'd like to forget it or dismiss it, she remembers Cellar working with her, trying to save a patch of forest from being consumed.
It's not a memory of friendship, but it's enough that she feels like she owes Cellar... something.]
It's fine. Like... I'm not going to forgive you for it, but whatever. We're fine.
[Very normal way to communicate.
Then:]
Are you still working for her?
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Okay.
[ She's not disappointed when she never dreamed of being forgiven. Still deciding if this is better than what she'd predicted, which was a towering wall of nothing. ]
I have no clue. I don't know what I'm supposed to do either way, I'm just. Waiting to figure out what the fuck this is all about anymore.
You're leaving, right?
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[ They'll be pretty damn useful out there, she imagines. ]
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[With absolute conviction.]
I still have my connection to the Green. It's not easily severed.
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I'm glad. Hope you guys make it, out there.
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[Because Ivy isn't sure what she'll do if they can't make this work. This place... it's not something she can stomach anymore.]
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[ That was a dream, cellar. ]
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I might. Maybe then we'll be square.
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I'll do my very best.
Good luck, Ivy. With everything.